a work day!

hey! where did my writing go from yesterday? sheesh! i talked about my day at m&m meats event on saturday.it was my first clown act without my daughter.not as much fun but i got through it.it was an awful day weather wise.very cold and the wind was freezing!!!!!!!!i met lots of new people who had heard of me and brought their kids to meet an author/artist/clown.it always freaks me out when people say these things.i don't think of myself this way.i'm just trying to make a living doing what i love! no word from the publishers yet! i don't know if that's a good thing or not.why aren't they jumping at the chance to own me? why does everything have to be so hard.i'm talented ....i'm not bragging. it's a fact. i have heard this my whole life and yet getting to the top has proved to be difficult.how do others do it? if i had pots of money, i could promote myself but sadly this is not the case. i have a teenage daughter , a big house and lots of bills! i'm going to wpork on my port hope book today.it's almost done draw wise so that's my day.also i'm going to check out new publishers to send my work to. happy day!!!