a sad day...

hi....today for me was a heartwrenching day.i sarted out feeling excited about my new book and my new jobs.i went down the street only to find out,someone ,who i adored died apparently by her own hand.i find this so hard to beleive.this woman was one of the most beautiful people inside and out that i have ever known.some say she was bi-polar and was struggling with it.i feel terrible about this .i had no idea and it breaks my heart.the man in her life got her back about a month ago and must be just devastated! no matter what happened in their relationship,i know they continued to love each other.i can't imagine how he is feeling!i am very sad...........